Degupan Hati Ryan meniti Revolusi Paradigma



So, let us not be blind to our differences - but let us also direct attention to our common interests and to the means by which those differences can be resolved. Do not condemn the judgement of another because it differs from your own. You may both be wrong.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Thank You

Hey Frisha ....thanks for reading, thank you coz datang jauh2 dari subang...
next time aku pegi sana ek...enjoyed 'it' tat day..............hehehehehe....

(i know u read ma blog, u know everything..aku pun tak engat pe aku dok merepek dalam nie)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Gone forever !!!

Bila masing2 tak puas hati..dan satu pihak tue asyik mengelak utk berbincang..utk pe nak bersama lagik...bersama for sex? Sex for wat? tats wat i call routine SEx....LAME !!

I hate the fact u're very reluctant to speak up...

kalo tanye aku..aku ckp..salah ko..ko akan cakap salah ko...Tak kisah ler Salah siapa..Yang penting, daripada berterusan begini..begitu dan selalu..better call it off...and lead our normal life like v've never met each other...so sick that i have to forget everything, the time v've spent together..buka poser...shopping thinggy, ups and down...

Malas nak sakit hati...dan buat2 tak sakit hati depan dier..i miss the relationship, more than i miss u now..i believe its for our own gud, u're able to do all sort of thinggy now..Hey, im cool..

Monday, October 15, 2007

Take it or Leave it

Well, someone once said " You cant' choose where you want to work, but you can choose how to work !!

I should have asked him HOW to work..i've always got an option to choose where i want to work, but i dont think i have enuf motivation to work in a place/or with a group of people with a lot of problems. Yet, here i am..Hipocrite? hurm? Teach me.....

If u guys still remember in last months post, which i mentioned i wanted to transfer to another department..I've been thinking bout it for sometime actually, till finally i told ma boss, Evento i don enjoy working in this department, but i'm not as mean as him!!!! i still care bout ma colleuges, with not enuf manning to run everyday shifts, without a IT expert around (whoah)

Hesistating..wont bring me anywhere but ICU with a high BP+heart attack..when finally i told him, (at that point i don care how they want to manage without enuf manpower)....He asked me.."Did i do any mistakes" ....Whoah...i said " no la...i don feel i belong here"...

I knew it .....................he is so MEAN ..Super MEAN+BITCH...reminds me of this hindi movie, when the hero couldn't get the gurl he wanted, he'll kill her...i knew from the begining, he'll try to 'kill' me...oh yeah...he got his own motto : 'i'm a very nice guy... but mess with me.. and i'll give you hell'.

Pause.............................(here's another interesting story)

The department that i wanted to transfer to ..WORST !

hahaha...oh ma god..what i've DONE....in my opinion, no one is perfect, and there is no place/peeps without problems...If u;re running away from a problem and think you can start fresh in another place...You are damn wrong...the problem will follow you...Its like cancer..

Friday prayers not allowed, normal prayers also not allowed...Toilet - 5 minutes
....O.T ?? in ur dreams
(never heard before supervisors and Exec can claim OT) ma Frens over there are so pissed off, when they found out the execs are claimin' OT. Kak Zu, you go gurl!! Berani mati ko MC 4 ari, 2 ari off days....bile cuti raya tak dapat...balik raya nanti siap ko kaunseling ngan diaorg

And the superior calling the new staff stupid in front of ppl...which is not exceptable, reminds me of astro, when i worked there, within 2 weeks they expet me to know everything, no mistakes are allowed..BULLSHIT...




Tuesday, September 25, 2007


Rambut baru Diana.....



Bile orang buat presentation kat depan...ada pulak yang tido kat belakang....

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Photo Session











Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Journey..


Yeba Yeba..Dah nak poser komer yer...."nak pose ek...mesti letih kan?" aiyoo...ada orang cakap ..'A' bukan nama sebenar (nama sebenar dier Jeff Shah) **matilah...mengkritik kata-kata itu seboleh2nyer setiap hari...."nie mesti kes tak pose".... i just replied...Lantak pi dia la..dier tak pose ..takkan hang nak kasi dier ganjaran Rm1 sehari kalo dier pose...yang penting hang

poser.. kuat mengerlah la mamat penang nie..**lariiiiiiiiii............


Tak boleh Tido...


Sedang lena diulit mimpi ( cam nama lagu la plak)...dalam kul 2 pagi cam gitu dapat sms...

"Sayang...tak leh tido la..tutup mata jer masuk mimpi..." klassss...aku dah lama x mimpi..dier nie lak..tutup mata terus ON mimpi dier...


Aku datang keje besok pagi nyer..g tau le officemate aku..sempat wat lawak.."takkan dier expect aku bawak daun semambu ngan holly water g umah dier pagi2 buta halau hantu...**matilah mak esah murtad....**larikkkkkkkkkkk


Dier dah save surah Yassin dalam laptop..pas nie kalo kena cekik ngan hantu..pasang kuat2..


Ryan says : Ngeri lak aku tido sana....


Port Luck...


Hari selasa lepas nie..wat port luck..pic x dapat lagik..nanti aku update kan...

aku bawak kari ayam+ayam masak merah+jelly..

Banyak gak diaroang wat sampai tak tau nak makan per......Bawani sampai sakit2 perut katanyer.....thanks to Call centre peeps...last minute bergabung....


Ryan Says : Ada gak yg kekwat tak datang, ...ko engat ko CEO, nak aku anta jemputan, rentang green carpet(ala anugerah ERa)...Boss customer relation pun datang, pe lagik yang kureng satu tahap daripada boss feeling2 Diva taknak datang..Tak respect orang langsung padahal dah ajak.


Ada gak yang kedekut, tanak bawak pe2, bile orang mintak duit nak belikan.."wat..?? RM 20 mahalnyer..."...tapi tetibe wat kemunculan ala Ratu kebaya tak muat melantak segala yang ada..Cantek ke?


Casting...


Lupe plak..ari tue aku temankan kawan aku dari Ipoh datang sini nak g casting utk Iklan Deepavali..ramai yang tak tau..sebab diaorang antar email internal kat staff2 jer...aku pn nak try gak..then bile dah sampai sana..dengar2 diaorang suh nyanyi..dan jugak bercakap dalam tamil..so aku tanak masuk ler...takut aku tersalah cakap..dah le pelat..Bile kawan aku dah kuar..aku pun cepat2 nak kuar..ma father baru sampai kl..tetibe..g HKL lawat sedara, so i tot maybe i culd meet him up, then pompuan tue panggil aku masuk..kata leh cakap dalam eng..

Dalam tue..........diaorang suh aku nyanyi..aku bedal jer lagu anuar Zain - Lelaki ini..

...2 scenario suh berlakon..then amik pic...ABIS....Standard party line : " kalo dapat kami akan call and make urself available on 28th, 29th 30th Sept'07"...motif? kalo x dapt aku pun dok melangut tengok calender and make my self available?...tak kisah pun dapat ke x dapat..


Ryan says : Yang sanggup turun dari ipoh tue le menghitung hari bak kata Kris dayanti...menanti 28th sept....Kalo aku dapat dier x dapat, cam ner? **larikkkkkkk